I’m so heartbroken (still? Yes.)
Today was cool. I was all like:
And then a friend came over for a bit:
But then I started having sad thoughts and I was like:
Now I’m just kinda like:
Screw you, you stupid, stupid, stupid boy.
Some days are harder than others.
This is one of those days. Matt’s been on my mind for the last few days, I can’t stand it. I NEED this weekend to happen already. I need my best friends, I need fun, I need to stop thinking about him.
Goddamn it, I love him so much. WHY do I still love someone who broke my heart? This isn’t fair…
Reading through old FB messages between you & I has me breaking down again. I don’t know why I do this to myself. I act like i’m okay, like i don’t care anymore. I try to go day by day and be a stronger better person, but I’m confused, hurt, angry, sad, upset, depressed….
I still think about you & I miss you a lot.
Sadly, you don’t even remember I even exist. You left & didn’t look back.
